Question asked by Peacemaker
Dear Pastors
I am wondering if Dear Rinpoche could do a divination for me? Something is wrong.
I am a very smart person, my "saint" is Kwan Yin, i am working as well as i can to transform my psychology with practices, i am influenced by Heaven Chi at all times and practice Kundalini Yoga every day……..Still, something creates irrational fear in me, i live in clutter instead of the way i used to live in simplicity, my discipline is very bad in practicing the assignments of my spiritual healer's school, and i don't take on my life dynamically anymore. I feel stuck, static, panicky, and lose my inspiration to create my life the way i was able to before.
I am even trying to start a business, but feel unable to do the work of promoting it. Early in my life, this would have seemed like fun…….now only sometimes.
I have MANY gifts, mostly supernatural and interpersonal to help Humanity, but i seem to be surrounded by limits that i cannot understand. I pray for freedom ALL the time, and i know i am free wherever i am, but i cannot feel it.
I did have a problem with a "density" awhile back (a mild possession), and i am wondering if this is what is suppressing my will, making me inactive and afraid to go forward? My spiritual master says it is not, and that it has probably left me, but SOMETHING is wrong.
There are also illnesses that won't heal, even though i can heal other people, and i waste many hours and days doing useless things, until it is time to go to work or to the store.
I am not a lazy person, but i live like a lazy, irresponsible, neglectful person. This not me at all. I am a dancer, writer, artist, i used to read a lot….now, none of that. I also know a lot about food and nutrition, but i eat what is handy, and not always organic or healthy.
If the cure for this is mantra with a mala, i may not be able to do it, but i can do a mantra 24 hours a day if necessary. More practices on top of the ones i am already not doing well with, seems overwhelmingly
like a burden right now.
I am also afraid of financial failure, because i am not getting enough work to make ends meet. I am afraid of getting a regular job, because it will limit the per diem jobs i get each week that pay a lot per hour. So, my own business would be the best, which i would really love, and am trying to do, mostly from home.
I have also consulted another Rinpoche, who has not answered me yet, then i noticed this section on Rinpoche Tsem's page. Also, the name i enter below is not my real name.
Bless you for whatever can be done….i think the world needs me now.
LOve and Blessings
We all have obstacles in life and strives to find stability, peace and happiness. Here in Kechara, students of H.E. Tsem Rinpoche focuses on Lama Tsongkhapa and Setrap practices. Setrap. our Dharma Protector is an emanation of Amitabha and is a practice to help clear obstacles while Lama Tsongkhapa’s practice brings stability to the mind as well as wisdom.
For more information :
Do watch this video teaching on Lama Tsongkhapa’s practice :
http://blog.tsemtulku.com/tsem-tulku-rinpoche/me/tsongkapas-daily-practice-video-commentary.html
http://vajrasecrets.com/books/box-sets/tsongkhapa-boxset-english.html
Setrap’s Practice :
SETRAP Superstar (1 of 4) – Tsem Tulku Rinpoche
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=InTFjv-ggjo
SETRAP Superstar (2 of 4) – Tsem Tulku Rinpoche
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wp2HiCOI90E
SETRAP Superstar (3 of 4) – Tsem Tulku Rinpoche
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gwpnq1WBMIQ
SETRAP Superstar (3 of 4) – Tsem Tulku Rinpoche
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qMATQBHAXaw
Also, i highly recommend you to purchase the Setrap Boxset. Do take a look here
http://vajrasecrets.com/books/box-sets/english-setrap-box-set.html