Question asked by Eli Levine
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I was wondering if it is possible to have the effects of initiations carry forward from past lives onto the present one? I have been coming across what are labeled as the mantras of Ekajati and maybe even Yamantaka, as well as a book on the "self-initiation" into Yamantaka practice. These things are available to the general public. I did not have to cheat or steal in order to receive them, and I'm curious as to what is causing me to come across these pieces of tantra practice. How is it that I'm not losing my mind over these things? Is it odd that I have arrived at a satisfying and safe understanding of the root essences of Ekajati (the Unlimited Expanse of the Universe), and Yamantaka (the Undefeated Essence of Wisdom)? I'm just wondering if there is anything else I should be doing other than maintaining a solid feeling of inner happiness and serenity?
Your wisdom would be most appreciated.
Thank you!
Dear Eli Levine,
I have very little knowledge about higher yoga tantra practices but I do know that even though one may have practised in past lives, one still has to receive the initiations again from a guru and complete the necessary retreats. Many tantric practices which used to be secret, are now available to the general public. This is probably because there is the fear that these precious teachings might be lost if they are not written down. It doesn’t mean that one can learn from the books or on the internet and start practising without receiving the initiation from one’s guru. If one practises without initiation, there will be no results. Also, one might be creating the cause not to receive the higher teachings in the future. I suggest you consult your teachers about this feeling of yours and what you should be doing.